Blog Moved

I have finally made the move over to Wordpress. It's a lot easier now that I can use the Wordpress App rather than trying to figure out the regular website, so from now on you'll find me at

http://meandmymentalhealth.wordpress.com/

Hope you enjoyed reading x

17/12/11 Part 2

Here is the promised part 2 of the update.

An issue I had the whole of that week was that I was sore. Now for anyone who gets embarrassed, you are probably headin for a red face if you continue reading. You have been warned! I had pain round my bottom, and it went from being a little sore when sitting down at the beginning of the week to it being to painful to sit down on Friday night. I was too embarrassed by the location to go and get it checked out by a doctor. For those who are wondering how I managed the STD swabs if I get that embarrassed, I knew before going that the place I went to let's you do the swab yourself behind a curtain so no one sees anything! The other thing was that I was half hoping the antibiotics I was on for my chest infection would sort whatever the problem was down there. I now wish I'd got over my embarrassment and got myself to my GP, but that's because I know what happened next!

17/12/11 Part 1

When I began writing this, I thought I could do the full fortnights' update in one go, but I'm exhausted now so this is now going to be 17/12/11 Part 1.


Well, it's only been around two weeks since I last blogged, but quite a lot has happened and while part of me is worried that writing this post could compromise any annonnimity I have here, I really feel that I need to record the events as it feels like a lot to omit.

To make it easier and so I don't miss things, I'm going to go through the events in the order they happened with bits added in about how I felt and that sort of thing.

03/12/11

Well. I think it's fair to say that "they" were right and I was wrong and I've done a bit of the telling them that. The thing is, I just can't see how out of control things are when I'm in the middle of all that. Now I'm down a bit to more stable ground I'm having the post-high-regret syndrom...

The day after I last posted, the meds I think finally started to have an effect and even though I was still up, I was on my way back down to earth, enough that the crisis team said I could have the weekend off seeing them and they would just settle for a phone call.

24/11/11

So nearyl a week has passed now and things have been changing and switching between liking how i feel to not liking how i feel to wanting to take the pills to not wanting to take the pills and im struggling to keep track of it all. sometimes its like my brain is switching from idea to idea too fast for me to really make any sort of decision on anything because as soo nas i think ive made a decisiion it chanfdes again and i just cant keep up. since my last post ive seen someone from my cmht everyfay and at points ive been ready to run away from everyone and everything because theyre going on at me but at other times i need thme and the meds cos its too fast and i cant keep going like this much longer. im exhausted but at the same time i just cant slow anything down no mattre how hard i try.